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Say Yes to Stress

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Grace Kosner

When I was eight, I faced my fear of the ocean and attempted to dive into a 10-foot wave. With intense fervor, I pointed the tips of my fingers up to the sky and then dipped down as I curved my back for a perfectly formed dive. Immediately upon hitting the water, I lost control. The wave’s strength pulled me as sand and unknown sea objects hit me in all directions. I could not differentiate up from down and I felt belittled by the ocean’s powers. I was no longer a human but a spider being sucked into a flushing toilet: my hands and feet whaling in all directions proven ineffective.

        This memory has haunted me as a first semester senior because it mirrors the stresses I have faced. No one quite prepares you for senior year. You go into it thinking that you will define the norm. The stories of 10 hours of sleep in a week and intense anxiety seem exaggerated because everyone manages to complete the year. But this mindset is very wrong. Senior year took me in as the wave I encountered—stripping me of my dignity, suffocating me by its overwhelming force.

        If you are experiencing what I have experienced, let me offer you some solace: the burden of teenage angst mixed with high school stresses is the perfect excuse to get out of certain situations. This time in our lives happens to be one that adults look back on and cringe. With our brains still forming, we are often confused and unable to decipher rights from wrongs. We sometimes make bad decisions, procrastinate and give into social pressures but every adult identifies with some of this. For this reason, go ahead and have an emotional panic attack in front of your parents because it is likely that they will cut you some slack on cleaning your room by the end of the night. I even got my mom to let me take off a couple “mental health days.”

        There is no denying that first semester senior year is pretty brutal but since this is so apparent, the excuse is believable. As an underclassman, the workload was not nearly as abundant so the mental health days were unnecessary and parents recognized this. Going through the first semester of senior year is inevitable but the blessing in disguise is the beauty of the perfect justification for getting a little sympathy.

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Grace Kosner, Video Editor

Lights, Camera, and Grace Kosner is in action. This will be the second year in a row that Grace Kosner ’14 will take on the role of being a Video Editor for Inklings. From a young age Kosner has been exposed to the media in all different aspects. Her father is the head of the media for ESPN, her older brother majors in screen writing and her grandfather was the Editor in Chief of many prominent newspapers. These newspapers include Newsweek, New York, Esquire magazines and the New York Daily News.

 Although, Kosner has been introduced to many different aspects of the journalism world, her true passion within the field is creating videos. According to Kosner, making videos has been very beneficial. “I’ve gotten more mature in that I recognize that everyone has a great perspective worth considering despite how they may seem on the surface. After interviewing different types of people and traveling to film them in an environment where they are most comfortable, I get to understand them in a more tangible way,” said Kosner. Her passion for videos made Kosner realize that Inklings would suit her well. Kosner’s desire to be on top of things and creating well-crafted videos will be an asset to the Inkling’s staff this year.

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